Why I am not afraid of death
And why I am afraid of not living and how you can use that into your advantage!
4 Years and a couple days ago the moment came that my mom had to leave this planet.
After fighting with all she had there was no more time left for her on this planet and as we all sat on the side of her bed the final seconds happened.
When she knew her time was up, a huge wave of peace came over her which even led her to making multiple jokes in the very last seconds with a huge smile on her face.
In these final seconds she taught me the essence of life and why its not the fear of death you should be afraid of but actually the fear of not living that is important.
We can only influence our own actions, all else is up to the way of the world
Once you reach a level of pain in which there is nothing more important than wanting to leave this planet, you know your time is up.
From the moment I was young I have seen the ups and downs that illness and disease bring into life and how those ups and downs create the strongest memories and the biggest lessons.
During the ups you are able to do things together that with create memories that will last a lifetime.
During the downs you will have to come together and though it out together which creates the most intense bonds that is humanly possible in our lifetimes.
Today I will go into how I currently think about living life with the lessons I have learned as this last seconds of my mom unfolded:
Death is beautiful, if you have done everything you could do to stay alive and the planet decides your time is up its pure calmness as the lights shut off.
Start living life today, as you never know when your time is up and for you to not have lived your life you will have regrets when the moment arrives.
The worst thing that can happen is not for you to die, its for you to have not lived.
The best thing about this all, you can start doing what you want to do and live the life you want to live today. While working towards making your dream reality the truth out in the real world.
My current life situation after all this has happened:
Since I was 13 I have been saying that I am going to live abroad and experience life.
Right now I am 28, living in Chiang Mai, Thailand as I just embarked on making my dream reality the truth.
To get here where I am right now had cost me around 4 years in total but once your manifestations become real through hard word and dedication the level of presence and freedom become unmatched to anything known before.
I write about my life to help others see the true nature of what life means and how you can take advantage of the lessons I had to learn through sheer pain.
Thank you all for reading this message and keep on growing as you turn your fear for death into the fear of not living!
If you have any questions on how you can start building towards living your dream reality, know that you can always send me an email at: nino@theredpear.eu
Nino, Out